sailorhathor | fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

There's a good chance my sites are going to have to go down for a couple days at the beginning of February. I'm going to have to work out my budget to be sure, but I'm certain my webhost is going to bill me for the next six months within a few days, and I won't have it because of me not getting my bereavement pay on this last check. The invoice has to be paid by the 1st or 2nd, usually. I won't have the money for paying webhosting until the 3rd. ::sigh:: I know how to keep them from being able to take it out too early (screw up my address that they have on file somehow), though it could backfire on me and cause a mess. But what else can I do? I need that money to eat. The only thing that will save me now is if the quarterly bonus of $40 from Greyhound comes through in the next few days. Which it should have already. Arrrgh. I'll be on pins and needles until this is resolved. I just don't have enough food to get through until next Friday. fuck fuck fuck

I had this really creepy dream last night that was, in retrospect, kind of funny. Some scary guy was trying to break into my apartment. The dream provided the backstory that he'd been stalking me, along with a lot of other people. I looked through the peephole and saw that the dude was wearing a ridiculously curly blonde wig, and I thought, "Oh no, my stalker is here, and he's wearing Buffalo Bill's womansuit!" XD That was a strange one. I was really glad to wake up and realize it wasn't real, though. According to the dream, the guy was really fucking up my life.