Sometimes I hate you, nature
Feb. 18th, 2006 01:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sailorhathorI am beginning to wonder if the same fate that happened to my mom will happen to me. When my mom was in her late 30's, she almost bled to death and had to have an emergency hysterectomy. I was three, I'm pretty sure. I remember it being traumatic because she was in the hospital, and when you're 3 and your mom isn't home for days, it's traumatic. I remember her being brought out of the hospital in a wheelchair, like they do, and running up to her like "Mommy!!" and being so happy she was coming home.
Over the last year, my period has gotten scarily intense. I used to have a pretty heavy flow when I was a teen, but that all ended when I was 15. My periods became really irregular, sometimes not happening for months at a time. I would get the PMS, but no blood. The gyno said this was normal for me, especially with my mom's history of irregularity.
Over the last year, there have been many months when I did not have my period, as usual. But the months I do have it, it is just... scary. I bleed so much I sometimes wonder if I should get myself to a hospital. I have to change the pad 3 or 4 times in a day because it is red from one end to the other, and I often have to wear another pad behind the first so they form a T-shape, just to catch it all. Otherwise, I have embarrassing stains where the blood bleeds through on my pants. What woman hasn't had to deal with that? When I stand up, I can often feel the blood/tissue just gushing out. It's so gross. The worst is getting my hands covered in blood just trying to clean myself up.
Sorry, that was all so gross, but I warned ya. ;)
I suspect it is pre-menopausal or something of that nature. I am almost 33. I don't know if there's anything a doctor can do to make it better/easier or not. Not like I can afford more monthly medicine for anything anyway. And I HATE going to the gyno. Extremely traumatic for me. Anywho, just felt like relating my day trying to go to Target to shop and having to deal with this stupid thing my uterus keeps doing. It's like I don't even want to go out when my period's like this.
And now, another pointless list.
People/Characters I Love that Everyone Else Seems to Hate or Likes to Rag On:
1. Skeet Ulrich!! What's with all the entertainment articles lately making fun of Skeet?! Using him as an example of a Has-Been type since he hasn't been a big star since "Scream." STFU. You're just jealous 'cause you don't look that good.
2. Chibiusa/Sailorchibimoon. Back off, she's more powerful than a freight train (quoted from the Chibi Project).
3. Dawn Summers from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer."
4. CarrotTop. He funny.
5. Winger. Oh wait, they do suck. Never mind.
6. Alanis Morissette. Then what the hell IS an example of irony?
There are probably others but I have a brain fart.
And can someone tell me who I have to fuck to get a "Miracles" category created on Adultfanfiction.net?!?! I must've emailed a gatrillion admins by now. Nothing. I guess I'll TRY to be patient and wait until after they move the site and whatnot to try again. ::stomps feet impatiently::
Over the last year, my period has gotten scarily intense. I used to have a pretty heavy flow when I was a teen, but that all ended when I was 15. My periods became really irregular, sometimes not happening for months at a time. I would get the PMS, but no blood. The gyno said this was normal for me, especially with my mom's history of irregularity.
Over the last year, there have been many months when I did not have my period, as usual. But the months I do have it, it is just... scary. I bleed so much I sometimes wonder if I should get myself to a hospital. I have to change the pad 3 or 4 times in a day because it is red from one end to the other, and I often have to wear another pad behind the first so they form a T-shape, just to catch it all. Otherwise, I have embarrassing stains where the blood bleeds through on my pants. What woman hasn't had to deal with that? When I stand up, I can often feel the blood/tissue just gushing out. It's so gross. The worst is getting my hands covered in blood just trying to clean myself up.
Sorry, that was all so gross, but I warned ya. ;)
I suspect it is pre-menopausal or something of that nature. I am almost 33. I don't know if there's anything a doctor can do to make it better/easier or not. Not like I can afford more monthly medicine for anything anyway. And I HATE going to the gyno. Extremely traumatic for me. Anywho, just felt like relating my day trying to go to Target to shop and having to deal with this stupid thing my uterus keeps doing. It's like I don't even want to go out when my period's like this.
And now, another pointless list.
People/Characters I Love that Everyone Else Seems to Hate or Likes to Rag On:
1. Skeet Ulrich!! What's with all the entertainment articles lately making fun of Skeet?! Using him as an example of a Has-Been type since he hasn't been a big star since "Scream." STFU. You're just jealous 'cause you don't look that good.
2. Chibiusa/Sailorchibimoon. Back off, she's more powerful than a freight train (quoted from the Chibi Project).
3. Dawn Summers from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer."
4. CarrotTop. He funny.
5. Winger. Oh wait, they do suck. Never mind.
6. Alanis Morissette. Then what the hell IS an example of irony?
There are probably others but I have a brain fart.
And can someone tell me who I have to fuck to get a "Miracles" category created on Adultfanfiction.net?!?! I must've emailed a gatrillion admins by now. Nothing. I guess I'll TRY to be patient and wait until after they move the site and whatnot to try again. ::stomps feet impatiently::
