sailorhathor | The subject of kings

I will not stand for this


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Clever that the color bar is black and blue, and it's a support thing that relates to no bullying. I was teased and bullied in school, though it rarely got physical. I think the most physical it got was this one kid who thought it was funny to knock my books off my desk, or out of my arms. Sometimes I would punch his hands when he tried that, then he'd try to get me in trouble for it. :P I threatened to stab him in the hand with a fork one time because he wouldn't leave me alone at lunch. It was painful in elementary school. But I did everything I could to stand up for myself - I just never understood why these people were so concerned with me, to bother me like that. They must've felt pretty bad about themselves.

I can look back now and acknowledge that I was a strange kid. Still don't understand why that meant I deserved to be a target, because I didn't fuck with anybody. I just wanted to either be allowed to play, or left alone. They seemed to feel so threatened by me, because I wouldn't conform. Now, when I think back, it makes me want to laugh maniacally. Muahahaha. Cower in fear. >:) I take back any power I may have inadvertantly gave you, bullies. We're all on the same level now.